design
You would think I could make a cool banner for my own blog - since I've been designing and selling designs for two years now. That's what I thought anyway....but it never seemed to materialize. I mean - I make things that are nice but I need more! The problem I think lies in working for myself. I'm impossible to please, I have eighteen other ideas and get overwhelmed, and when it comes down to working out the details I have no patience for a customer that's not paying me anything when I have a line out the door of customers who are. Not to mention I always feel like I should be able to design more modern pieces but I'm pressing my skills to the limit most of the time. I have no education (well I have a lot of education but...it's not helping this problem). I opened adobe illustrator recently and my mind BLEW UP. I'm not going back in there alone. But I probably won't go back to school, my bet is I'll stumble around for 10 more years and then I'll be sweet! Today I made the banner you see now and it got Tim's approval -
which is always a must. I think I'm ready to leave it for a little while. I wanted something a little more design orientated but as I design more I realize I need to be taking more (and better) pictures. It's still the root of my designing. But I guess that's enough for designing and writing tonight. Grant's breakfast bowl is still on the table...and there are some dinner dishes from LAST NIGHT still hanging around as well. I wish cleaning the kitchen was as exciting as my design time - at least my husband does most of the dishes around here.





